It has been well over a year since I updated this blog. I am still torn on the thought of a baby.However, there are 2.. no 3 reasons this blog is being from the ashes:
1. I saw a video on Facebook that completely sent me into a state of panic, fear, and confruzzledness (confused and fuzzy). A woman gave birth inside a car. This video made me rethink my whole entire life
2. The conversations that ensued between me and my friends were amazingly supportive and cathartic - like a $300 couch session with a great psychiatrist.
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3. I still have some issues to work out, what better way to do that than to write...